
"Capt Sam K Williams"
Torpedoed
After qualifying for a 1st
Mate’s certificate, I attended a gunnery course which was very interesting. I
was very keen and learnt all I could about the art of gunnery. In due course, I
found myself back at sea again, but this time, having to face the grim realities
of war., constantly alert, never knowing when the enemy would strike for a
submarine could be lurking anywhere along our route. Submarine reports were
received quite frequently. Some unfortunate straggler having become a prey, we
would resort to all kinds of tricks to throw off the enemy. On our return from
West Africa, we
parted
company with the convoy off the Bishop Rock, Scilly Isles, and three lonely
ships proceeded to the English Channel unescorted. We had only a four inch, low
angle, anti submarine gun and rifle ! The other two were similarly armed;
fortunately, however, we reached Dover unscathed. There we dropped anchor to
await further orders. After darkness, ‘Gerry’ was droning to seawards of us,
presumably laying mines. Bright fingers of light stabbed the darkness from
Dover’s cliffs and the ‘Moles’ searching for the intruder who was disturbing the
peace of the night. Guns began to bark and chatter on the shore and
bullets whistled above us scraping the mast tops. We couldn’t see the plane but
the search lights and the guns were searching and probing for him. We lay
helpless, silently hoping that ‘Gerry’ would not vent his spleen on us.
Presently it became silent, the lights flickered and the sea murmured, peace
prevailed again, ‘Gerry having probably accomplished his foul mission of laying
magnetic mines which now patiently waited for the unwary ship to actuate their
mechanism. The following morning anchor was weighed and we proceeded up the
Downs towards Hull, our discharging port. Craft of all kinds and description
were arriving off Dover laden with soldiers. The evacuation of Dunkerque was in
full swing. The Goodwin Sands and the Downs resembled a graveyard for shipping.
The evidence of war and its havoc was also very forcibly portrayed in the Thames
estuary. Once proud ships lay in grotesque shapes and forms, jangled heaps of
iron with projectiles here and there. On arrival off Hull, we had to anchor
again while the River was being swept for mines. Eventually the all clear was
given and we led the ships into port. All the hands mustered on deck wearing
their life jackets in case we found a mine, which the mine- sweepers had missed.
At Hull, I was promoted to
Second and Gunnery Officer for by this time I was quite proficient in the art of
gunnery, both in heavy and light anti aircraft guns. It was a good thing, as the
war was hotting up and we were continually involved in skirmishes with ‘E’ boats
and aircraft on the East coast. The channel off Sheringham Shoals, Norfolk was
known as ‘E’ boat alley. They used to lie in wait for us impudently tied up to
our channel buoys. Then as the convoy approached, they would cast off from the
buoy, roar at us at terrific speed, fire their torpedoes at us, and then scuttle
off towards their bases in France. Guns were let loose, tracers lit up the night
sky and the sea was churned up with projectiles. Sometimes the ‘E’ boats would
get away unscathed, having successfully adopted the element of surprise. At
other times aircraft used to attack the convoy, the aircraft’s presence or
positions could be determined or ascertained by the fireworks spitting into the
sky. The convoys on the East coast were endless and when they were under night
attack, it appeared like a gigantic fuse, the fire creeping closer and closer as
ship after ship resorted to its own defence and repelled the enemy. A brilliant
spectacle, though perhaps a little grim! Such were the times and our experience
on the East coast during the war. The southern part of the channel or the Dover
Starits were now closed to shipping. From London, we had to go up North, through
the Pentland Firth and down through the Minches again and into the Atlantic
between Ireland and the Scottish Isles.

Torpedoed.
After frequent skirmishes
and convoy casualties, I was beginning to believe that my ship was immune to
attack. It was a comfortable feeling that a bomb or torpedo didn’t have my name
on it. Ha, what a joke ! ‘Gerry’ was going to have a little fun at my expense as
well.
We sailed form Leith on
Friday 18th December 1942, we were bound for West Africa as usual and
carried a full cargo of war material, consisting mainly of lorries and
aeroplanes, both on deck and down below. The planes on deck were in wooden cases
and stowed on top of the hatches, two planes per hatch. I had already carried
hundreds of planes in such a manner, they were well lashed and withstood severe
strains and stresses.
By this time, I had obtained
my Master’s certificate and I was sailing on the ship as an extra Chief Officer
as far as Lagos, Nigeria, where I was to join one of our coasting ships as Chief
Officer for a period of 18 months. I didn’t relish the idea, but it was the
ruling of the company. On this fatal voyage, I didn’t used to do the navigating
in the Chief Officer’s watch while he ‘conned’ the ship, and if we were at
‘Action Stations’, I used to go to the guns with the Second Officer. For the
first week or so, the convoy sailed placidly along. Then the presence of
submarines was suspected. By this time, boisterous weather conditions prevailed
and we fervently hoped that the marauders of the deep would not strike in foul
weather. Within twenty
four hours it became evident that we were being trailed. Action Stations were
frequently sounded, usually after sunset. Grimly we waited behind our gun
sights. On the third night when action stations sounded, we were beginning to
think that it was game in order to keep us on our toes. However it soon became
grim reality. The right flank of the convoy was under attack. Two ships were
torpedoed in quick succession. Snowflake sockets burst in the sky and the whole
convoy and the surrounding sea was lit up. The escorts fired their star shells
and night turned into day. Hundred of pairs of eyes, many never to see another
dawn, searched the sea for our attackers. They were on the surface but even then
a submarine is difficult to detect. Yes the fun had started and we were under
attack. That evening we had been allotted a new position in the convoy. Our
number had been changed from No 32 to No 13, which meant the third ship in the
first column on the left flank of the convoy – a very vulnerable position. When
the fun started, we felt naked and unprotected; fortunately, however, the storm,
had abated and the sea was fairly calm. In spite of the attack and decimation of
its numbers, the convoy gallantly steamed on. As each ship became a victim and
fell out, another took her place and filled up the gap. Training and discipline
manifested themselves on this grim occasion. The rockets whooshed and the
snowflakes burst into great brilliance, the star shells thundered in the
distance as our escorts vainly sought our assailants. Our wake was littered with
rafts and lifeboats and men fighting for their lives. Presently the attack
switched over to our side of the convoy. Our leading ship was torpedoed – a
proud defiant ship, majestically caressing the billows, suddenly torn asunder by
a violent explosion. Another torpedo had failed its mark. The ship buckled and
shuddered to a stop. We altered course to pass her. Men were lowering the boats
for she was doomed and they knew it.
Our vigilance was
intensified, if such were possible. I stood by the 12 pounder gun which was
loaded in readiness to blast a submarine out of the ocean, given half a chance.
We had hardly got over the shock of the sinking of No 11, when No 12 met with a
similar fate. There did not appear to be any protection from the calculated and
determined attack the rockets and flames were intended to spot the submarine who
benefited. All the ships were a perfect target. Each ship was picked off with
unnerving accuracy. The convoy by this time was surrounded by a Wolf Pack.
The attack was its height I
was certain I had seen a submarine and was in the act of raising my binoculars
to have a better look when the torpedo struck her right in her vitals, the
engine room. The explosion was terrific. Every component part shook and trembled
and the stern on which I stood, was whipping about in a crazy and demented
manner. The gun crew had disappeared, discretion being the better part of valour,
they had made for the boats. I quickly followed. The decks were awash. I waded
along but the boats on the port side were completely shattered by the force of
the explosion. The only existing boat was already in the water and filled to
capacity. There was no room for those of us who were still left on the ship. The
rafts were our only hope of salvation, I proceeded to the Main Mast rigging
followed by six others, only to find that the releasing gear had jammed. We
worked like Trojans in a frenzy of desperation to release the raft. After a
mighty effort, it slid over the side, followed by a splash. Then we followed by
lowering ourselves into the icy waters of the North Atlantic.
Rescued.
The struggle for survival
completely eliminated any sense of suffering. We were fully clad and wearing
kapok lifejackets to which was attached a small red light. I struck out boldly
for the raft and reached it in record time. I felt quite fresh and clambered on
to the raft; a young lad followed and joined me. We could see little red lights
that represented our shipmates bobbing up and down in the water. I shouted
encouragement and slowly one by one they reached the raft. We heaved them on
board and they lay exhausted on the bottom. There were two brothers among them.
One was the Chief Engineer of the ship; and the other was also a Chief Engineer
going out to West Africa to join the same ship as myself. The Chief Engineer was
the last to be hauled aboard our raft our refuge from the might and fury of the
Atlantic Ocean.
A gentle, but cold wind made
us realise how wet and cold we were. We busied ourselves in making conditions
more comfortable and tolerable on the raft, The canvas dodger was rigged to keep
off the wind and we took stock of the situation. The lifeboat lay nearby. We
kept in touch by shouting across to each other.
Presently, a dark shape
loomed out of the darkness, we silently watched and wondered. It began to assume
a definite form. By jove, yes, it was a submarine, silently gliding past us. A
faint ripple was discernable where her bow should be and her conning tower was
boldly sticking out of the water, whether we had been observed or not we
couldn’t say. She was proceeding in the direction of the convoy that was lit up
on the horizon like Piccadilly Circus. The shells and the rockets were still
being fire. We hoped that one of our escorts would catch her but I never did
hear if any of the submarines had been sunk. That night, we lost seventeen ships
out of forty. How many seamen perished that awful night is hard to say. We lost
four of our crew. The raft heaved and groaned to the moderate swell throughout
the night. Sleep was out of the question. Rescue was paramount in our thoughts
and we were mainly silent, each man preoccupied with his own thoughts. The dawn
would perhaps sole our problems. The dawn had hardly broken when a British
destroyer came in sight. We signaled SOS, which she acknowledged with a welcome
OK. In no time, we found solid decks under our feet again. We had been rescued,
and were on board HMS Milne, a fine new destroyer with twin 4.7’’ guns in
turrets fore and aft. We were a motley crowd, which was swelling all the time as
survivors from other ships were being picked up; and so ended a night of terror
and destruction with the U boats getting all their own way.
I was in a terrible state.
My clothing was stained with fuel oil. I managed to borrow a shirt and a pair of
trouser, then tried to clean and dry my own clothes. We were sent below to the
Officer’s Ward Room, and made quite comfortable. The ship’s officers were
gentlemen and treated us in an exemplary manner. We now felt safe and relaxed,
but the U boats must have been boldened by their success the previous night. I
was suddenly thrown across the Ward room. The ship was steaming at great speed
under plenty of helm. Loud explosions were heard which we thought was gun fire.
A gentle whine could also be heard among the cacophony of sounds. We were in
blissful ignorance of what was going on. Much later in the day when her 1st
Officer joined us at dinner, the story he had to tell was very exciting.
Apparently, the destroyer’s captain (whom we never met) sighted two torpedoes
staring their run towards us. He immediately ordered full speed and put the helm
hard over, thus avoiding the torpedoes, then started dropping depth charges
which sent the U boat scuttling for safety in deep water. They were the
explosions we had heard and mistook for gunfire. The whining noise, was the
depth charge hoist feeding the throwers as they spewed the depth charges
overboard. The hunter was now the prey. I don’ think we caught him, but he must
have got a severe shaking.
Another destroyer joined and
we steamed in company into Ponta Del Gada in the Azores. What a wonderful sight
it was to see land again. A Corvette berthed alongside us and I learned that she
was bound for Freetown, Sierra Leone. The Chief Engineer and I requested a
passage on her. Our request was granted providing we were willing to sleep on
the Ward Room settees. It was wartime, and we didn’t mind roughing it.

"King George V inspects
the crew, Sam is fourth from left"
She sailed that day with us
on board. The following morning a signal was received and we were diverted to
Gibraltar. We spent a pleasant time on board; she was called HMS Petunia of the
flower class. An Italian submarine a short time previously had mistaken her for
a battleship and had fired two torpedoes at her. They were set to strike their
target at four fathoms, deep enough to penetrate below the armour plating, which
was a good thing for Petunia, as they passed clean under her. Had they pierced
her hull, she would have been blown to smithereens. The Italian submarine
commander reported having sunk a battleship and was duly decorated by Il Duce.
In due course, we arrived in
Gibraltar where we had to go ashore. We were fitted out with survivors kit and
spent a pleasant evening listening to Spanish music. It was soothing and
relaxing after our struggle for survival in the Atlantic. Life was sweet!
(footnote) The vessel Sam
was torpedoed on was the SS Zarian, convoy ONS 154.
West
Africa